I am feeling blank. Blank in sense real blank. Nothing is missing, I have job, I have so called "gf", I have great intimate friends, so many things to involve myself in but still, something is missing. I myself have no clue what exactly it is.

Is it something to do with passion? Am I passionate about anything? Is there anything I really enjoy doing?
Probably no. A big NO. Just flowing my unmanned boat with the waves, knowingly ignoring where I am heading to. Do I failed to notice that, or I intentionally don't want to know it ?

Craving for some time at one end so that I can learn and learn and killing time at the other thinking I am occupied. Mailing people, chatting with people, entertaining people ... Do people matter really that much?
I know its good to have good PR .. but to what extent ?

I guess there are things I need to ponder and come to some conclusion to know "where am I heading" or to be more precise "What exactly do I want from my life"?

Will I live for myself someday??